getting down to it last night

Well when i did get down to it last night i've really been consuming on average 1400 calories. I had left out counting the 1/2 and 1/2 in my coffee and some other things i don't remember now. But i'm giving 1/2 and 1/2 the boot and also will cut back in the milk department with 1% instead of 2 and Renee and i figure that salad dressing is very fatty and contains tons of calories and could be replaced with other tasty flavors.
Oh my goodness! Last night i could'nt find the take a 'picture on a timer' option on my camera so i decided to take footage. It was terrible. On my way to get in front of the camera you could see me from behind and that was bad but not the worst. How is that my head up on top of this body. I guess we've been going without a full size mirror for some time and now i'm way freaked. But i will be sticking with my plan, and as soon as i get someone to take the picture, or else find the right option on my camera off it'll go to Elena. But last night i was wearing a 2 piece and that will be an absolute no go next time. Good wake up call for me but still embarassing enough in a 1 peice.
Well, i guess you all wonder why i don't write my mommy stuff here and figure out another blog for this. I tried to do that and did'nt know how. I will find some help next door though and then you can just look for my updates by linking to that blog.
I love all the support this is generating and i am on the track to becoming someone who could be in front of a camera rather than only behind. And maybe i'm holding out hope for an anniversary trip to some fun water spot. October 27th will be 5 years married to the best man there is.